A Brief History
I have been masturbating since I was six years old. I didn’t know what I was doing then; but it felt good, so I kept doing it. As I grew older and learned more about sex, I began to experiment new ways to simulate sexual intercourse. I am a virgin, and sex was something I wanted to prepare for before my “first”.
It all started with two pillows, which I used to simulate a vagina. The pillow method felt good, and it allowed me to hug them as though it was a body. I wasn’t satisfied though; I wanted to practice sexual intercourse with the foreplay as best as I can. So I started to make legs and feet, shoulders and arms, breasts and a vagina from basically clothes, books, rubber and warm water. Boy, did it make a lot of difference! Fucking something with legs certainly adds realism to the whole experience. I was fairly happy with my artificial female body, even though it was headless (I did try to make a head once, it just didn’t work for me without a real person… don’t ask why). Everything was great except for the vagina; it was something I tried to simulate again and again with failure; although very rarely I did get some really good orgasms. Most of the time I felt incomplete and “half-wanked” if you know what I mean. After spending hours sitting on the toilet seat with a very uncomfortable wang, I vowed never again to use plastic, food, fabric or rubber to simulate a vagina. So, when I discovered the Fleshlight, I was all too ready and excited to give it a go. Could this be the artificial vagina I have been looking for to simulate real sexual intercourse?
The Ordering Process
Like many of you, I am a virgin, and have never bought a sex toy before. Like many first timers, I’m sure, experience some sort of anxiety and excitement during the decision process. I was not any different; I was very much anxious about not letting some people know about my toys. So, it was not surprising that after I put my order in I felt slightly anxious and regretful; what if something went wrong?
After three days, I received an invoice for my Pink Lady STU. She was going to be here soon and I had preparations to make. Too soon, in fact, as she arrived on Tuesday even though in my account it says: “pending shipment”. I came out of my room unexpectedly finding a package sitting on the dining table. I froze. “What’s in the package?” someone asked. Crap
. I took the package to my room, avoiding my family members and their friends (which so inconveniently happen to be there at the time), while making some sort of excuse at the top of my head like: “Uhh, I don’t know?” In my room I quickly read the description on the package. I couldn’t help but laugh, it really doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out what that could mean. Considering the possibility that everyone have already read it, I felt a little embarrassed. When I have made up a plausible excuse for my package I went out again and to my relief, everyone seem to have forgotten about it. Well that was the hardest part over: success. Phew!The Examination
The Fleshlight was big and it doesn’t really look like a flashlight at close-up. There is no button and it does look simply like a low-quality plastic case instead of a real flashlight. If you also look closely at the case it will actually have Fleshlight written on it. Don’t let the case put you off though, the fleshy material inside it was incredibly wonderful to touch and feel with my fingers. It was sticky, just like how the skins covering your testes stick to your finger when you touch it. It was also wet and oily, although it was more of a feeling than actually being wet and oily. When I stuck my finger in it, the vagina had enough grip to hold on to my finger in midair (without the case on). It also felt really “lumpy” inside and I wondered if this is what a real vagina feels like. There was one odd detail though; I didn’t quite find a pipe inside my insert, which was meant to come with the package to keep it “in shape”. I’m not sure if this is a good or bad thing.
My First Flight
With all the preparations made and my artificial female body ready to go, I left the insert inside a bucket of warm water and went to have a shower. As I took it out and lubed it up with the gold version of Wet Stuff, I was actually turned on by the lube more than the fleshy thing that I was going to stick my dick in. The lube felt really “organic” for sure, like real semen (without the sperm), and if I put that stuff on my dick I wouldn’t be able to tell if it was lube by just looking at it. Sweet. Surprisingly, the insert didn’t require much lubricant, although I soon found out that the more lube you put in it, the better. It would really depend how much money you would be willing to spend for the lubes, although a little lube and some saliva is enough for a good experience IMHO.
Back in my room, I was stripped and ready to go. After a little foreplay, imagining I was with a real person, I would try to “do it” as though it was an actual intercourse. I tried to play with the clitoris for a bit, licking the vagina and had a taste of the lube. The vagina was yummy, but the lube didn’t taste too good at first lick. Does it really taste like that in a real person?
After the foreplay was done, I went in with the missionary position. It was a little hard to get a hold of the Fleshlight at first, as it kept sliding down inside the female body. Okay, so I needed to fix that, perhaps using the shoe method inside the dummy to keep the vagina in place and pointing higher towards my crotch. Other than that, the lube made the inside of the Pink Lady feel really wet, sticky and warm (almost hot) to my penis, and the way the Fleshlight imitates real flesh made the whole experience feel so fucking nice! It actually took my breath away (literally) for the first few thrusts; it wasn’t like any of the homemade vaginas I used to play with. It made me believe I was fucking a real person for a moment, even though I never had sexual intercourse before.
Some Issues
The Fleshlight, however, was not without some issues in my case (and opinion!). Even with the end cap squeezed to the maximum, for example, I could still hear the air gushing out from it with a little frothy bubbles leaking out as well (the bubbles actually leaked out during a second Flight shortly after the first). Also, if I twisted the end cap too much I end up making it loose again, which then have to be re-twisted to tight. The biggest issue I had with the Fleshlight so far was that the vulva had a tendency to collect dust when it made contact with a surface like my carpet, my clothes and even my mattress cover when I was playing with it. I was a bit worried that the dust may damage the skin so I tried to clean it with my fingers. That didn’t work too well, and it was impossible to remove the dust off the vulva when it was dry. So I kept licking it with long strokes (like a cat
) to remove the dust from the skin, since short strokes just moved the dust around. Despite this, I realised that the Fleshlight was something that I needed to learn how to use properly to fully appreciate its potentials. I could understand how I would be able to enjoy this equipment much more in the future after a few more practice.Ending notes
If you are a virgin or someone who is looking for a realistic simulation of the female vagina, the Fleshlight would really be something worth considering. There is no mistake in the realistic skin-like feel of the Fleshlight; it is fun just to feel it (and lick it). Although it doesn’t require much lube to use, the more lube you use will definitely make your time with it much more enjoyable. As for me, I have finally found an artificial vagina to practice realistic sexual intercourse with. All that remains now is the test of longevity.
Peace and love,
littleboyfromthestreets
